Forever the name on my lips..

I fell in love with you. Your sweet smile, you adorable laugh, and your constant need to make sure I'm okay. I wouldn't let myself admit it. I told myself it wasn't real. I told everyone else that you were just my friend, best friend, and that's it. Boy was i wrong. I fell in love with you, your friends and your family. We worked so well together. Good times and bad, you were always there. I trusted you with my life. We spent so much time together, that we became comfortable saying and doing whatever we want. We helped each other through so much. But that wasn't enough for you. I wasn't enough for you. You needed something more. Whatever that something was, you found it. But once you found it, i was left in the dust. With nothing but memories, loneliness, and a deep pain in my heart from you. I never thought we would end this way. You meant so much to me. And now, now I'm that lonely girl who stays up at night, wondering what could have been, with tears running down my face. I never thought i would admit it, but i love you.