Getting to know you.

When i first saw you in p.e. me and my friends talked about you non stop. I started making up this fake version of you in my head. When my friend asked me if i wanted to join along for lunch i was so excited. I thought i really liked you. So when we made plans to go again and our friend canceled, it was just me and you...i was so excited. We talked about the randomest things. after that, we started hanging out. Going to movies with friends and whatnot. Now lately we've hung out a lot....but i've gotten to know the real you, and i don't like it. Your a close friend of mine, but you ruined the illusion. My fake version of you. I finally decided we're good as friends, you need someone to talk to, and i need someone to hang out with. We make a good team. Until, now. Now, i don't know what we are....we're....complicated. which is not what i intended. But being complicated, has never felt this right. Right as in....it was supposed to happen, but nothing was supposed to come of it. Like we needed to see what it was like. And now, now that i've gotten to see, i don't feel like our friendship has changed any. Like it just made us stronger (: